Currently Watching Awakenings By Robert De Niro, Robin Williams see related

Oh my God, My God this can't be happening.
God tell me, tell me this isn't real.
I can't believe all that I have
foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew. I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to
exist, just disappear. Fear memories are all that lie ahead.
Never have I felt so lost. Memories dull my senses.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead.
Never have I felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, now I'm fucking freezing.
I am the once embraced abandoned one.
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
no relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun.

Currently Listening Collection By Rare Earth see related

I miss everything I once had.

I wish I was given once chance,

maybe just maybe....

Currently Listening Nobody Move Nobody Get Hurt By We Are Scientists see related

got a new bed its awesome...i had a great time sleeping on it last night...

been bored alot this week though i did go to Philly and i had a hell of a good time their...

school starts real soon personally i dont care if it starts it will take some of my boredness away

take care,

Nick

Currently Listening Public Access By Ima Robot see related

well lets nothing really happened in the last week or so...i have a ear infection now and it hurts like heck, i want to iche it andi cant..errr.

i got a new camera its soo nice i love it, its a Nikon N80...its the best yup.

Nick

This is for all of you that wanted to know what my schedule

Hr-404A

1-B/W Photo- 308P

2- Guitar lab 3- 126

3- Art 1- 103

4- Web Design- 315

5- Senior Study Hall- CHall

S1- Split lunch S2- Late Lunch

6- English 12- 117

7- Vietnam History- 258